Shame & Purpose

As a child I naturally expressed and celebrated joy and pleasure in my body.
Eros flew freely through all my cells and I was delighted by all life inside and around me.
My parents held their protective, loving hands over me, giving me permission to express and explore my wild and free spirit.

In my school time, I started to understand that wildness and sensuality are not part of society, and I began to feel ashamed of my impulses and the desire to be close to others, especially to boys.

I learned that this energy only belongs to one person: the romantic partner and the bedroom.
That brought me a lot of suffering and rejection towards myself.
I repressed the fire that I had inside, my free, wild, and radiant being.

Nevertheless, it has never stopped being the most important theme in my life. I have been guarding my research and discoveries in privacy with my most intimate relationships.
Now I am 28 years old. My soul wants to incarnate fully, and I am burning to find the answer to my most important question:

Why am I here? What is my mission in this life? What gift do I have to bring?

And the answer comes from deep within, over and over: I am here to reawaken and restore the power of Eros inside of me. I am here to learn how to invoke and hold space for this powerful primal force of life, love and desire, shedding all the layers of shame and guilt and fully open myself to the bliss of life entering my whole body, flowing through all my cells and igniting my true radiance, the light and love I came to bring into this realm.

Sharing about my discoveries, about my path of healing and discovery, is a political act for me.
I want women all over the globe to reconnect to their innate body wisdom, their inner source of power and beauty.

The earth needs us women to consciously hold space for Eros to unfold inside of us and in our communities! To transform our bodies into the temples of Eros, they are!
We desperately need more love, art, healing, sensuality, sacred and fulfilling sex on earth!

And we women have the key to this new culture of love, peace, and co-creation.
Because inside our wombs, life unfolds. We are deeply connected to nature through our bodies, our cycles. It is in our instinct to care for and love life.

I live for the dream of a world where human beings have reconnected with the sacredness of life and remember what they came here for…

Selina