I was trained in school to believe that my worth depended on how much I could absorb with my mind and repeat in exams.
The more I could reproduce someone else’s knowledge, the more I was praised.
I became valuable by echoing facts collected and recorded by others—mostly men—long before me.
And while I am grateful for the science that now allows me to type these words and share them with you...
I am also heartbroken.
Because the intelligence of the feminine—the deep, embodied knowing—has no place in modern education.
Motherhood changed everything.
Being pregnant, giving birth—these were my initiations into the feminine way of creation.
A way that doesn't require knowing how, but rather trusting what is.
Conceiving. Gestating. Birthing. Letting go.
Life unfolded within me without needing my mind to direct it.
I simply created the right conditions: nourishment, love, presence, care.
And in that sacred holding, life revealed herself.
This is the power of the feminine.
We are made to create.
Not just babies, but beauty, truth, visions, art, healing.
We are vessels of life’s mystery.
While science tries to decode the miracle—we are the miracle.
And perhaps this is why patriarchal systems try to control us…
Because they cannot control what they don’t understand.
Right now, I am pregnant with something new.
A vision, a feeling, a passion—still unformed, still unnamed.
I don’t yet know what I’ll birth.
I simply listen.
I nourish myself with silence, nature, loving company, sensual food, and deep rest.
I trust the timing of my body.
I follow the subtle whispers.
No, I haven't studied Sexology.
I am not a certified therapist.
I haven’t finished my exams.
I am not healed, not perfect, not done.
I am a woman walking her path.
Learning, loving, creating.
Aren’t we all?
🌺 What are you passionate about?
🌺 Do you still believe you need to "know more" before you can begin?
🌺 How do you measure your worth?
🌺 What does your feminine body need to feel safe enough to create?